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I was feeling bout half past dead...

Yup that's how I feel. 36 hours into antibiotics the size of tampons. I actually made it in to work, although I keep nodding off at the most inoportune times. It's actually somewhat nice toady as compared to the weekend. Even if I hadn't been sick, I'm not sure I would have wanted to go outside. Saturday it rained all day. We had flash flood warnings our for all of Central IL. After looking at my front yard, I could believe it. We got 6.5 inches of rain on Saturday. Last year, they connected our farm with the county water line and where they buried the pipe in the front yard, the ground has decided to sink in forming a nice trough right along the driveway which as of yesterday was still full of water and still sinking deeper. Next weekend filling that hole should be fun. Then, after the rain stopped, the skies cleared up and it got super windy. We were having gusts up to 68 mph and it was shaking the house pretty well. Deb and I couldn't get to sleep until around 4 am Sunday when the wind finally died a bit. Sunday was sunny and cold and windy. Today is about 55 degrees and sunny. Pretty nice out. I'd take a walk if I didn't think I'd pass out.

Had me some nice hallucinations Friday night. My temp shot up to 104 so I took a hot bath to see if I could get it to break. I passed out sort of and had all these wonderful hallucinations of coyote calling me across a bridge and Dragonfly floating up above. Coyote was beckoning me to cross the bridge into the unknown to seek some kind of reward with him. Deb finally came in and drained the bath so I would wake up and get out of the tub. I had this feeling for hours that I wasn't really awake, that I was still a part of the vision. Neat stuff and I didn't even have to meditate to get there.

Today is a wasted day for me to be at work as I'm not really getting anything done. I can't wait for the antibiotics to start making me feel better. I hate feeling only 60% here.

Thanks to everyone who expressed concern for me. I should be back to my old self in a couple days. Sorry you lost the bet Cuddles. No, I didn't fall down a well or anything.




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Feb. 26th, 2001 02:42 pm (UTC)
half past dead?
tampon antibiotics?
flash flood warnings?

*head is spinning*
Feb. 26th, 2001 02:51 pm (UTC)
Yup, that's my life allright. Sounds like your's is going pretty fast now too!


Feb. 26th, 2001 02:53 pm (UTC)
yah. it has been. i'm going crazy. a little edgy from time to time.

i'll be honest, i can handle almost anything. and i have throughout my life.

but now? i'm worried, i'm real worried.
Feb. 26th, 2001 03:10 pm (UTC)
Hey, join the club. My finances have gotten so bad I've started taking on little manic behaviours which is sooo unlike me.

I'll give you a vitual shoulder to cry on on a virtual ear to listen if you need it.



Feb. 26th, 2001 03:13 pm (UTC)
i can see we're both in the same boat. it feels good to know their are other people going through the same thing. unfortunately, it's a bad thing we're all going through.

we'll be ok.

if you need someone too, just buzz me.
Feb. 26th, 2001 03:22 pm (UTC)
You're so cool!
Feb. 26th, 2001 03:30 pm (UTC)
mm, thank you. :) you're pretty fucking cool yourself.
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