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The non-ritual

I got to the farm last night fully intending to do a full moon ritual and meditation and possibly some journey work. Maybe even to try and get back to the grove I discovered on the Equinox. My brothers, the coyotes started in with their howling and yipping around 10 pm so I went out to listen and watch the moon. They went on for several minutes, calling me out. I got out the big flashlight an walked out past the barn toward the woods and was able to see several of them standing maybe 100 feet away. Beautiful creatures. I looked away for a second and in that second they disapeared. After they stopped, I went back in. I wanted to wait for midnight because it just felt right. It was a nice warm night so I had the windows open and listening to the insects as I watched Star Trek TNG. I momentarily closed my eyes or so I thought. Bad move. I fell asleep until about 2:30 am. When I awoke, I was too stiff and to tired to go out and do a ritual. I was and still am dissapointed with myself. I got out of the chair and went to bed. nad got up at 5:30 this morning so I could drive back here for work. The moon was still up and still full and hung there mocking me in my inability to stay awake for a simple ritual. Oh well, I guess it was not meant to be. I'll go out and hug Grandfather Maple tonight and try for at least a good meditation and journey.

Peace,

Wander

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